Moto Kare a.k.a My Ex

I juz finished watching the Jap Drama series Moto Kare before my night shift .

It's funny how ppl say time heals everything (I do say it too). But... does it? I think not. Time doesn't heal your pains, your hurt; time merely make one forget. Juz like how Makoto & Toji forget that they still love each other very much after 2 years of separation.

Of course, poor Nao.. if only Makoto hadn't appear then perhaps Nao and Toji would end up happily ever after... maybe until Toji's path crossed with Makoto's. I hated the way Nao cut herself to prevent Toji from leaving her. Wtf she thinking? Why can't ppl think first before doing something stupid?

Juz like those stupid teenagers/adults who tried to commit suicide juz because their loved one dumped them. Why can't they think abt their parents who raised them or their siblings before they do something that stupid. Do they think committing suicide will solve the problem?

My personal favourite are the jumpers. Ho ho... To all the morons who have jumped from whatever floor to commit suicide AND survived; my piece of advise, next time (if there is any) please please choose the tallest building and jump from the TOP floor. And if you're afraid of heights, there are less scarier ways to die like popping sleeping pills. Doing half-fuck jumps will juz deplete the already-very-low-national-blood-stock. You're not doing anyone any good, really!! If you're meant to die, you'll die from the stupidest ways you can think of. In the mean time, pls pls juz live!

By intentionally cutting herself, Nao was able to prevent Toji from leaving her. But Toji was just deceiving himself of his true feelings for Makoto. Was he forcing himself to love Nao because it's the right thing to do? How many of us are in that situation? Forcing ourselves to love someone because that's the right thing to do? Like because they've been together for so many years, why break it? So many of us are so afraid of being alone that we end up being in a relationship juz for the sake of being in one. Like how I was in that type of situation previously.

I don't know what gave me the courage to break away from a 5 years relationship, I guess I don't want to be tied to something based on guilt. And I guess many people would call me stupid or crazy for not trying to salvage what I had instead of running away (which is what i do best most times, run away, pretend nothing happened).

At the end of the day, yes I may be selfish but at least I'll be happy. I am happy and I have no single regret at all. Now if only Ter had shown up wayyyyy earlier *smack butt*!!

Moolix