Am I Stressed?

Lately all my dreams are very weird... unlike the dreams i usually have. I wonder why..

Few days ago, I dream I was with a large group of friends gathering. At one point of the gathering, I tried to take a group photo with all of them but I found that I can't put all of them in a single shot. When I tried to focus on one group of friends, another group of friends were out of the picture, so I shifted my focus to the other group of friends but still can't get all of my friends into the picture. I woke up wondering what the dream meant.. Walking home from work that night, the dream I had crept into my mind again.. Could I have sub-conciously neglegted some group of friends when I was with another? Then again I thought about what I could have done to solve the problem in the dream. I thought... why couldn't I have zoomed out the camera so that the lens view can accomodate more area? or... why didn't i move backwards so that I can take all of their picture? That led me to thinking that perhaps I am too rigid in one aspect that I couldn't think of a solution.

This morning, I dreamt that I smoked *gAsP* yeah, I smoked expecting my body to respond by coughing and yet... I reacted the opposite. I smoked as if I had done it many times before and I was in fact savouring the feeling of freedom it gave me. It made me feel free from stress and I felt so alive.

I woke up thinking about it again.. gee.. I really don't wanna take up smoking juz to free myself from stress. I need a holiday............. zzz.........