Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Dream of my grandfather..

I don't know what prompt me to have that dream.. In the dream, my grandfather called me saying that he's going to Hong Kong for holiday and wanted to speak to me for a while on the phone before he goes.

I know that my grandparents are planning to go to Hong Kong soon, but I don't think I dwell on it too much to cause me to have this dream.

In my dream, it's like my grandfather wanted to talk to me just to catch up on our lives. And it seems to me that he didn't want to put down the phone, he just wanted to talk to me more. And I got this feeling of sadness like... like as if it's the last phone call I'd ever get from my grandfather. That feeling made me want to cry, but i wouldn't because he wanted to hear my voice.

Then i woke up........ wondering....... if all these were real.......... We are not really in talking terms since young. We're those type of family I guess, or was it just because of me the quiet type. Maybe the latter one makes more sense.

But judging having no urgent phone calls... everything shud be allright. My mom says that if we dream of someone dying, that person actually has a long life, "panjang umur" they say in Indonesian.

Mystivacat

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